Recently I started receiving regular spam email messages – not to my spam inbox, but my regular inbox – alerting me of jobs available in the area. I ignored them for awhile, then recently tried to unsubscribe so we’ll see if that worked. But LinkedIn has since jumped on the bandwagon. I suspect it was because I *finally* logged in and removed my status and long expired credentials. Because I’ve been permanently disabled and out of the job market for 10 years. Seems it was overdue.

But LinkedIn did NOT get the hint. So they are sending me job notices as well, and today they sent me a really juicy one. Payroll specialist for a local company I’ve heard is great to work for. This is a job I would be drooling over if I was even remotely capable of doing it. It still breaks my heart to not be able to work. I loved accounting and I loved working. I still miss it and probably always will. It is my visual impairment mostly that makes it impossible to do the job I used to do. So unless they find a cure to fix my eyes I’m out of the accounting game. And most other things that require seeing. Big Fat Sigh.

Don’t get me wrong. I am happy. Content and perfectly accepting of my life now. I just sometimes miss the old days, or at least parts of it. It’s fine. I’m fine. Everything’s fine! 🙂